Scans_Daily

We're short handed at my job, due to vacations and one person on FMLA. So there's stretches at work where I'm the only one there. I don't ask for help, because I've tried before and there's always a reason I can't get it. Always.

I ve pretty much stopped asking anyone for anything, because it's always something.

Hell, the only way I'm ever going to play Pathfinder is if I run it myself, which is me putting in A ton of extra work and stress so others can get the emotional buzz I actually want out of it. (And I have a friend who's already a forever GM and I refuse to put anything else on their shoulders; that is not fair to them)

Watching shows? What's the point, everyone hates everything, but when something I'm not fond of pops up it becomes the new hotness. It's gonna happen with Creature Commandos; the same people who think Invincible or Vox Machina are too crass are gonna fawn all over it.

I'm in 2 games, both Starfinder, and I'm tired of Space (tm). I can't even vent about the stuff that bugs me because that's just how things are and how people are and I just gotta live with it or have nothing.

I...kinda remember when I had something to look forward to which didn't involve stress, fear, worry. Vague memories, mind